BAXTER.

bearikabot @ 2005-10-17T11:35:00

2005-10-17T21:41:08Z

life is treating me great.

got a job at straub. $13.53 an hour for the first 3 months then it goes up a dollar, then after another 3 months it goes up a quarter.

my backround check is taking a while though and training classes start this wendsday. so if that doesnt go though in time then i have to wait to start training. which stinks. im still going to work at gamestop one day a week when i do start working at straub. videogames and a hospital, what a combination.

jakes birthday is on tuesday and im buying him a psp. and of course im going to have to get one for myself cause me and him are always have videogame battles. darkstalkers woooooooooo.

its so fucking hot here i hate it. and i dont want to walk to work in the heattttt. 1 mile uphill in the hot sun = not fun. damn kaneohe and its heattttt.

kbye.

check it

2005-08-18T22:13:46Z

www.myspace.com/genghistron

favorite band of the month.

cheeeee.

1 year.

2005-08-11T18:33:37Z

my amazing boyfriend and i make a year today. (=

ahh feels good people, feels good.

except he has to work till 3 and i have to work till 7.

but we have a room at the hilton book for saturday. (=

and after a year we are still madly in love with one another.

<3

oh gosh

2005-06-15T10:59:47Z

Name: lotus.
Birthday: its in feb.
Birthplace: seoul, korea.
Current Location: kaneohe/mililani
Eye Color: idk it changes all the time
Hair Color: faded auburn
Height: 5'11"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: 100% awesome
The Shoes You Wore Today: i didnt go out today, im sick.
Your Weakness: my jake.
Your Fears: getting arrested again.
Your Perfect Pizza: pineapple and olives.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: for jake and i to get our own place.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: mhmm
Thoughts First Waking Up: about how i am a huge bitch when i wake up.
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes and lips.
Your Bedtime: whenever im tired.
Your Most Missed Memory: 1989.
Pepsi or Coke: diet coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King: dont eat it.
Single or Group Dates: i have jake, no need.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: water.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla bean.
Cappuccino or Coffee: venti low fat iced white chocolate mocha.
Do you Smoke: cigarettes? yesss.
Do you Swear: im a potty mouth
Do you Sing: why yes i do.
Do you Shower Daily: i aint no dirty girl.
Have you Been in Love: yes thanks to my jake.
Do you want to go to College: im going in the fall bitches.
Do you want to get Married: yes.
Do you belive in yourself: yes.
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes.
Do you think you are Attractive: im confident.
Are you a Health Freak: i can be.
Do you get along with your Parents: mom, yes. dad, no.
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes!
Do you play an Instrument: yes i can.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: cigarettes? too many.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: never done that in my life.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: i dont recall.
In the past month have you been on Stage: no.
In the past month have you been Dumped: no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no.
Ever been Drunk: yes, very.
Ever been called a Tease: yes.
Ever been Beaten up: nope i beat bitches up.
Ever Shoplifted: yes.
How do you want to Die: im never going to die.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: vet.
What country would you most like to Visit: amsterdam with my baby.
In a Boy/Girl. say what.
Favourite Eye Color: jakes eyes.
Favourite Hair Color: black.
Short or Long Hair: short
Weight: who cares
Best Clothing Style: naked.
Number of drugs I have taken: too many to name.
Number of CDs I own: i have an ipod i dont buy anymore cds.
Number of Piercings: 14.
Number of Tattoos: 4.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1

bearikabot @ 2005-04-29T11:50:00

2005-04-29T21:51:03Z

im going to california tonight with my lover.
coachella here we comeeeee!

expect TONS of pictures when i come back.

bearikabot @ 2005-04-05T01:02:00

2005-04-05T11:27:47Z

k so.
as you all know, ive deleted everything on my livejournal and kept my wonderful boyfriend as the only entire.
so i thought i might let you all know how my life is going.
for those of you that still check this thing.

-i turned 20 2 months ago.
-ive quit smoking weed since new years.
-jake and i make 8 months this weekend and i love him more than anything in this universe.
-my mom and i are getting along great.
-im going back to school in the fall and trying out for pearl harbor, and if i get in im going to quit school cause pearl harbor will pay me 16 bucks an hour to go to school for them, and if i dont get in ill just keep going to school.
-almost bought mike nelsons car, but plans didnt go through cause i didnt have a co-signer.
-i have come to acceptance to who i am with the thanks of my wonderful other half, so im finally happy with myself.
-jake and i have been parenting 2 baby turtles that i got, their names are gobugi and shogun, they are our children.
-jake and i are leaving for california on april 29-may 2 for the coachella festival.
-since the start of 2005, ive only gotten drunk about 3 times, which to most of my friends is hard to beleive.
-my boyfriend spoils me beyond belief.
-i am now active in peta, so expect protest against animal cruelty soon.

to sum everything up...i am loving life to the fullest.

bearikabot @ 2005-01-18T22:08:00

2005-01-19T08:07:43Z

love of my life.